=O

yeap.. fuck you!

*thumbs up*

Fuck yeah!!! =D

about-thefuture:

I love that Americans have conspiracy theories about 9/11 with their money but Australians just find a way to turn the queen into a whale sucking cock.

Done. =D Did you follow me? xo

So, something I haven’t talked about in depth with anyone is that I’m GAY.

Like, everyone knows I am, and I’m open about it, I’m proud, I’m definately someone who’s come out of the closet, then kicked the shit outta the closet, burnt the pieces left of the closet and then walked away victorious.

But.. the reality of it is.. being true to myself, being GAY, makes me so utterly and totally confused.

Maybe it ties in with the fact I haven’t had a relationship with a girl that’s lasted over 3 weeks. Or the fact I seem to develop these “micro-crushes” which I then get over in less than 3 days.

It could be the fact I was brought up being told that being GAY is wrong.

And even though my family whole-heartedly support me, I just.. I can’t help but think I’m going to be alone for the rest of my life.

GAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAYGAY

Call me an emo, call me depressed, call me attention seeking.

Call me whatever the fuck you want.

I refuse to be put into a glass box by all you people who are so hell-bent on labels and stereotypes.

I feel so much.. happiness, sadness, regret, loneliness, optimism, denial, pain.. but the thing I feel the most is numbness.

Take me as I am, or watch me fade quietly out of your life.

The only person who can truly be there for you; your whole life, is YOU.

I am ME.

5 weeks. 5 fucking weeks since you were taken away from us.

It still feels like it’s only been one day. I know there are so many people going through worse things than what I’ve gone through, but I still can’t help but feel so disconnected from everything, everyone, from the world.

As I sit here, tears pouring silently down my face, I know that all I can feel is pain.

And I just pray you’re not as alone as I am wherever you are, in heaven.

Always loved, never forgotten.

R.I.P.

Never give up hope on finding love.

I’m sorry I gave you my heart, only for you to break it.

1. Most of the confidence I have is fake.

2. I’m scared I’ll never meet a girl who won’t break my heart.

3. Sometimes, I wish I was straight.

4. I’m worried about growing up/old.

5. I feel like a failure every time I wake up.

6. I like being alone, but I hate being lonely.

7. I don’t know what the future holds and that terrifies me.

8. I cry myself to sleep more often than I will admit, and I don’t know why.

9. I’m not as nice as people think I am.

10. 80% of the time, my smile is fake.

Ok, I’ll admit it.. I used to hate Glee and now I’m addicted.

It could be due to the fact that I LOVE music, and Glee’s main theme is music..

Not to mention I’m totally in love with Heather Morris!! =O

I’ve been off tumblr for ages now, but I’ll probably start posting reguarly again soon. =]

Peace out!

xo

I’m so tired but I can’t sleep, standing on the edge of something much too deep. Funny how I feel so much but cannot say a word, we are screaming inside but cannot be heard. So afraid to love you, more afraid to lose.

Hug? =[

Lolz.